arrghhh... ak betul2 kompius dgn dy skrg..
ape yg dy nak sebenarnyer
n sape yg dy suke?
ak bru dpt taw yg dy MUGKIN makin rapat ngn junior ak
dyorg bru je knal.. dh cm rapat .. ak dlu perhh, nk berkenalan dgn dy bkn maen susah
tp junior ak tu. dlm mse beberape mggu je leh jd rapat..ak tnggu 1 sem nk boley jd kwn ngn dy
ermmm, untung ler junior ak tu..dy rapat ngn senior..senng ler..n dy tu comey..
ak sedar ak nk mmg xcantik

tp.... semlm , mse ak tgh maen badminton ngn JUNIOR ak tu,
boley lak dy pnggil nme ak kot tingkp bilik dy..
lpas dy pnggil, dy menyorok blakang langsir..
hello, ko ingt ak xprasan ke suare ko..ak taw la..
tp, lpas jer ak abis maen badminton tu, ak trus naek bilik dann...
ak mengintai kot tingkap bilik kwn ak cz mse ak naek, junior ak tu tgh maen bdminton lg..so, ak sje nk tgok dy maen...
then, ak prasan yg junior ak tu ckp2 ngn dy kt tingkp..

eeeeee.... ak ase cm grrrrrhhhhh!.. geram la..
lpas tu, kbetuln yg junior ak tu ad skli ngn senior2 satu umh ngn junior ak tu..
then snior ak tu sakat junior ak ngn DY!
wey,! korg ni ad pe2 ker?? . then, ak dpt satu berite yg DY bg pinjam raket DY kt junior ak tu.
tuk sukan hjung mggu ni..
siap bwk raket dr umh lg..amboi..tu dh lebih tu...

xpe2..kite tgok jer nnti cmner..rhsia korg akn terbongkar jugak..tunggu je la..

listen..i dont  that i shuold hoping for him anymore
lately. he kindda become a person before we become friend
he no longer smile at me
he no longer greet me
he no longer chat with me
even see my face wif we came across..

but, somtimes he did smile at me..
and each i remember the smile, it just give me a hope..
but, i dont his smile give a meaning
 all of his wierd act before give nothing..
( ak je yang prasan!)
n,  i think he got another girl..well, our college got many new intake student recently...
n there's some junior how have a good looking..no wonder..
but, i 'm telling that he IS got another girl...
oh well  i think i should stop hoping stalking on him

"Ya Allah, seseungguhnya Engkau mengetahui ape yang terbaik untuk hambamu ini..dan jauhkan lah ak dr sebarang kesusahan..Amin."
hoping,hoping and hoping
 that's all i could do.since when i become like this??
since u first chat wif me. suprisingly, in all of sudden..before this, we never had a conversation even had a face to face.just like a there's a big gap between us to talk.
lately, ur act made me ful of question mark?? since that eclipse night..

after that, i keep on waiting n searching 4 another clue..is ur act give a meaning? or maybe not..
day by day, we're getting close n become friends. finally, i manage to be ur friend as i was dreaming to be so before..

but, till now, i'm still wondering..ur act sometimes made me confius..
n u never give an weird act anymore.even he never sms me although he got my number
.just smile n greet me if we came across ..

u know what, i think i started to like u..not just a friend..
ur smile make my day brighter,..
ur present make my heart pounding..
n ur greeting make me smiling..

why u acting like this to me?  i need the solid answer..
that's all my words 4 this tyme..
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